Mood:  blue

How do I move on? I can't even get a freakin' answer out of him! It's so frustrating. :/ I told him how I felt and how I used to feel...and all he says is, "Why didn't you tell me before?' (With a sad smiley face) Ugh Why will he not just be straight with me?! I rather him tell me the plain truth with no sugar coating then jump around the truth hoping he will not have to tell it! What is his problem with telling the truth? It's not that complicated! I feel like I am in a stupid movie! Why? Because I thought truth is pretty easy to get out, especially when somone asks for it! But in movies the prolong the drama, the pain and the irritation! To me it sounds like he is not even going to answer (does not give a monkey's butt) or he is waiting to because he thinks that somehow he could possibly get me to sleep with him, even though he has no feelings for me whatsoever. He did not say anything like he didn't have feelings for me,  but I am not stupid. Ah! Nope, not going to happen! :) hahaha Ugh How frustrating can m life get? Can it possibly get any more irritating when it comes to this? I sure hope not! I already want to cry a lot as it is. :(  I do not know what to do. I wish I did not have to spend half of my week in the town he now lives in. And I wish I did not live in the town he used to live in. I wish I could fly to Australia or India or even go to some other part of the U.S..... I would get over him faster probably. :(