As much as I attempt to dismiss you and the memories that come along
I just cannot seem to replace you with someone else
It used to be mostly happiness that you brought and now you seem to bring me anything but
I used to dream that maybe I could be the one you thought of, but of now I know I was wishing for too much
Those stars once looked brighter when you were near
When those moments became memories it should have changed; it did not
I am still clinging to anything that reminds me of you
Pathetic I know, but I have not grown out of imagining the contrary
So I will write you a few songs, then hopefully I will get it and proceed on
Watching from afar never gets anyone the results they want
Why is action always required?
What about those who never say what's on their mind; what's on their heart?
It doesn't always go the way they want
Sometimes they end up used or shattered
It's hard to be mended, once torn apart
Finally I see, you did before and then that shifted
I keep swallowing my hopes, their foolish; yes I know
It's okay, I will eventually move on
I am halfway there
Tell me why it changed
It puzzles me so much
You are different, you are not the same
Who are you?
What happened love?
I am sorry that you have gone through and seen so much pain
You ensnared me well
I am still stuck
Caught up in everything I thought was reality
It was not the way I dreamed it was
That's okay I get it; certainly took me long enough
You were like a drug charming and addictive, but your effect is like poison