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I keep allowing him to hurt me and I do not think that he actually was aware that he hurt me. I told him I that I miss him and he told me that he misses me too! I was so excited! I hope he was not lying. He told me I can trust him with my secret that I would not tell him. It was not a secret at first..I just forgot a word in my text message to him...LOL But then I was like, "hey you know what, use this to your advantage ( to myself)!" LOL So, I did. hahha Genius, right? I still have insecurities about what his intentions are. But I really want to go camping with him, but did not want to go off and be like, yes of course I will! I do not want to sound desperate to hang out with him! I hope he does not invite some other girl to come along...Ugh Frustrating!

I am listening to, "Today was a Fairy-tale' by Taylor Swift! It so fits today!