Update on my life, I have finally worked one day at my vonunteer place. I have a horrible flegm cough, which got so bad last night that I threw up....gross. I have a mentor!!! One guy I liked, and still do like told me he liked me, and now is Engaged to some other girl. Oh, yes he definitely liked me, that proves it. ;( The other guy I like lives far away, and I only see him a couple times a year. =( And he hasn't told me that he likes me, but everyone is convinced he likes me, but he is just old fashioned....he's not that old fashioned he had a girlfriend a while ago. My room is a major disaster, and it has been that way for a couple weeks now. I am trying to get the motivation, and courage to clean it completely. But it's so hard. One of my good friends I believe is really mad at me, because i didn't send her a letter or email at camp. I couldn't send her a email, I tried several times, but my computer is so stupid. I decided I am going to write her an email to her email, and try and make up for the last emails that didn't get through to her at camp. Hopefully she likes the email, and won't be mad. Cole is a retard. Okay, that was harsh, but seriously he does not know that without me his life is sad. He didn't really give me a decent try! Ugh!!! Boys are so annoying. Sometimes that seems like all their good at.