Mood:  energetic

I am finally done
No longer yours in mind or in heart
My feelings are gone permanently
No it is not a phase
I choose happy over you
You gave me sadness that could overwhelm even the most resilient of the human species
Do not say words that you do not understand
Those words are just compromises that don’t mean anything to me or you
I cannot even tell you if I still want to be friends
happy I am without you in my life
Right now I do not want to see you  or even hear your voice
You led me to think that you were sincere
I guess you’re good at pretending
You must have thought I was an easy person to deceive

You took to long to say what you truly meant

You took to long to say what you felt

I used to like you and now I am wondering, “what did I ever like?”
Annoying, obnoxious, full of yourself, was there anything good in you?

This weekend was awesome! Life is looking up! I went Paintballing at Camp Dakota in Scotts Mills. :) I had so much fun. I got two welts. Eauuww I amm kind of proud of them. Luke kept on going on and on about how I got him three times in a row and another guy on the other team said I did an awesome job.  :) I am so happy and excited! I cannot wait until summer, but I have to! LOL ;) hahaha

Sometimes life sucks...but you got to move on. A boy isn't worth your time, if he doesn't think your worth his or hasn't realized yet that you are, and/or he keeps hurting you. There will be men, not boys who will fall for you, and that will put the memory of him to shame (because their so amazing!) So stop wanting the boy who is only poison to your health, and happiness. You are beautiful, precious, and wanted-though you may not know or feel like it. Remember that life goes on, and you should go on with it, instead of wishing you could go back and change the past. There are good reasons that certain people we like or don't like don't make it in our future lives,
(they're not suppose to be there.)Even though it may seem like they should be. Leave the memories(especially the painful ones) where they should be-in the PAST. Stop listening to "your/his" song...stop crying. And hating every girl he goes out with. Deal, not dwell. Start enjoying your life, go out into the world, and live to the potential you knew you could. God wants you to be happy, and he wants you to be part of his family. Some people are like soda to the bones(instead of sucking the calcium out, they're sucking out the life, and happiness out of you, and whoever else they can.)

I love you, and I want you to know I want to be there for you- in the good times, and the bad.

Love,
sincerely your friend.

P.S. 

Life update

by jajajoybinks on August 17, 2009

Indecisive

by jajajoybinks on June 14, 2008